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Yesh, Tea was the first person other than us to join the new site :D She's/You're awesomely loyal X3

Tea-Kat wrote:Yiss I am super happy, Smokey!

I've missed you too! -BEAR HUG- I've been pretty good,  I've had my ups and downs. But mostly ups. :3

That's great to hear tea ^^ I can't wait to rp with you again! :DDDD And hopefully those mostly ups continue ^^

Sorrel~ Look at chat thread in general board please :3 I forgot you aren't watching that topic XD

Eh...you never knew me but I forgive you. [xD]

I had a similar dilemma this past year. Math was my greatest subject, every year i always got a high A. But this year I had a terrible teacher who didn't explain as well as my others. So, I started getting F's on tests, and I barely got a B on my report card. I fought so hard to get high grades, but they never seemed to come my way. I started getting behind on my hw, sometimes just not doing it because I didn't understand it. Then, I started to break down little by little. Crying myself to sleep, and calling myself stupid. I hated how dumb I became, all of the sudden I go from top of the class to people I look down on. I started having suicidal thoughts, and planned to run away numerous of times. I even came up with the way I'd run away and how I'd survive. It never truly got better until I got out of school, surprisingly I found out that even the smartest people in algebra were struggling too! So, that made me feel better when I got better grades then them. I managed to keep a B the rest of the year and even got back into advanced math the next year! [also advanced English C:] But I was serious about running away, and I never told anyone so it kept building up inside of me till I cried every night because it was so overbearing. I never went to therapy but my mom found out that I was having suicidal thoughts and tried to calm me down. Thankfully it's summer now, and I don't have to worry about school just yet.

Ah it sounded like my situation. But you need to remember, keeping your feelings to yourself doesn't help, it just makes things worse. Just talk to your closest friend and hopefully that will help you next school year ^^ Yeah, if it wasn't summer, i would be going insane xP

Ya, I wouldn't even be here I would be in my thinking over my life and how stupid I am :b xD

Well you aren't stupid ^^ Don't let anyone tell you different :3

Awww thanks C#: (LOOK ITS A BLUSH!) C}: mustache!

I believe in you guys! :D
I wish I had some story but I don't.
Other then me getting occasionally bullied I can't really relate.
But I want you to trust me when I say you are all beautiful and smart and you're as perfect as anyone is ever going to get.

aww thanks and you dont even want to KNOW my bullying exp

None of mine is physical.
Just people spray painting bad stuff 'bout me on the road.
And writing bad stuff about me and my friends on the tables at school.
And stuff like that. .-.

Mines physical and verbal .-. ya

Bullies.
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My story is similar but I wasn't the one with the main problems in my family. It was my mom who got a disorder. It made her think things that weren't real. She could remember touching, hearing, seeing and even talking to those things. She thought my brother was a liar and had been abusing me, but he wasn't here for the worst part of it, which was last year during 5th grade. I used to dress really dark and I was really pale. I had multiple people ask me if I was sick when I just went tanning on the beach. My grades were excellent; top of the class. Except for my rival every once in a while and I took my anger from home out onto doing better than him and I repeatedly told myself I was stupid when he got something better than me. During Summer, I went to my grandparents house and they fixed me up. But what I didn't know because they kept it form me, was that my mom went to the hospital because she had a horrific breakdown. That resulted in every mirror in the house being broken. She used to talk to herself, holding full conversations with her mind. She used to- still does actually, that her father isn't hers. She thinks her mother cheated on my grandfather when he was at war in the sixties since adultery wasn't as bad back then. She thought there were ghosts in the house from the TV shows I watched, and that she had always been a believer of ghosts, going to the Winchester house and everything. I was repeatedly called a whore and a bitch by her, and during Spring break this past year when I was home alone with her, she broke pictures and beat me down to the ground to clean it up. I escaped with a few bruises and maybe a scratch here and there. I told my dad everything  once he got home and my mother got new medicine. For a while afterwards I truly didn't love my mother, despite me saying it back to her when she said she was sorry almost every day. She's gotten better, but as she did, my grades started slipping because I wasn't ready for middle school. I got F's on tests as well as my report card. My dad pushed me to get them all up to C's and B-'s by the end of the quarter but I redid all of my work to just get that high. It got better through the year, the worst being 2nd quarter and the best being 4th quarter where I learned to really love my classes. All throughout that year I was known as the bitchy tomboy and only my friends I had made before I was like that or I won over with my humor stayed around me. If I gave you a dirty look you would be running half way across the school. But that appearance disappeared on the last week of school when I realized that everything was better now, that I wouldn't be called those things or beat for no reason by my mother and my dad always being gone. We're going out of the military and I think that's what caused it all. And now I'm ok- 2 months into summer and my mom's anger hasn't lasted more than 15 minutes, and I haven't been touched nor has my brother. I know she really is sorry because every time she sees me she says 'I love you' and sometimes 'I'm sorry'. So now, I'm pretty normal when it comes to stuff at home.

That was long .-.

All you guys have these touchy stories and stuff.
I feel so weird having a normal life!
You make me feel bad. D:

Don't feel bad lol xD
Feel happy because you don't have to go through that stuff, like, at all :3
Sure, feel sorry for us but at the right time or we get angry- or at least, I do.
You feel weird having a normal life because you can't relate to the people around you, or the people you're typing to in this case.
It's ok to feel weird about things; but when it comes to puberty weird, please don't talk to me XD

Smoke, was that last sentence necessary?
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Yesh, yesh it was XD

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Of course....

:3 I'm bored and watching Danisnotonfire XD

I'm rolling my eyes.
Lol, did you see the pics I posted in General Board? I'm trying to come up with a character.
The kitten pic I found is so ugly it's adorable!

Nice XD

Thank you.
:D

I gotta go ;~; Later.

Byes.